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Remembered for a second
Then a noise and forgotten again.
Left to retreat back to the sacred place
The place in my mind.
Put it under lock and hey.
Only to be opened again
When the right person finds the key.
You opened it once and lost the key.
The secondtime is harder
To find the key.
For the key has been changed.
Changed by neglect and dishonesty.
The right person has yet to
Know that he alone posses te power
To find the key and open it again.
Sorry it can't be you who last
opened it, but my heart has chamged.
It is now going to him.
When he opens it
All will see what has
Never before been seen.
The key is yours to find
and yours alone.
Three states apart
Still my love for you grows
I will miss you
More than you know.
Whether its
Days, weeks, months
That we are apart
I will miss you.
Even when we fought
I still loved you.
Even when you made
Me so mad I thought
I could never forgive you
I always did.
Triangle
I have three sides
Without three sides
I wouldn't be me
Nobody knows how
Many sides I have.
Happy go lucky,
A bright flower,
Abig smile on my
face.
Sad, depressed
Never a smile on this face
Sun covered by a black
Dreary cloud
A sign that says go away
everywhere.
The everyday normal side
Lazy kid,
Just being normal
Not happy or sad and depressed
Just normal
A tree swaying in the wind.
This is who I am.
Maybe someday, this will change,
Maybe I will show a different side.
Maybe not.
I have three sides.
People never know how many sides you
have unless you show them.
So, show them.
Privacy
Privacy is the wall in my mind.
Everything else is in the open
for the world to see all.
No secret hiding place
to be found.
As the water falls
all I can do is turn
my back to the world
and pray it doesn't notice.
No one knows how often
water threatens to fall and
I have to build that dam
in my body.
All I want to do
is let it brake all
the dams ever built.
Let it flow until
there is no more.
This is one of my most favorite poems.
I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my
car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you
so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way youre always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I
hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when youre not around,
and the fact
that you didnt call.
But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you,
not even close
not even a little bit
not even
at all.
Rain
The smell of the
dirt after the rain.
So sweet.
Makes everythings
oh so better.
If the smell
would come
everyday, things
would be
better.
Death By Man
I got a phone call today
Door slamming Paper ripping Car starting
He came over to install my
heart
Tires squealing Heart aching Future shattering
He handed over the heart that once
Trees falling Walls chipping
Hell rising
was mine and now harbors the hate.
Sirens screaming Mind Tripping Hate breeding
Voices all around.
Blackness trapping me
Heart thumping Wind whipping Love sailing
floating through the air. Sirens all around.
Darkness
descending Heart slipping Tears falling
Family crying. Waiting for the news.
Straight line. Pain for ever gone.
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